November 7, 2003 journal, Outsider Art Show at HOB Disney Downtown Art Masters.

The attitude of motorist is deteriorating and from what I see driving in from Kissimmee this morning manifest road rage in a very dangerous way threatening the lives of innocent. We live in a day when people do not respect each other nor do they honor their parents. My painting with the fourth commandment written as clouds above the earth got attention. "Honor thy father and thy mother that thy days may be long upon the land".  Kissimmee is drying up especially since 911 and even the Chinese and Indians buying these old motels are having it really tough.  Disney originally appeared as a family oriented entertainment but now all of this area produces their main product as sin.  This is a has been forgotten land godforsaken to say the least with a mixed up population confused as to any real life. It is the fad now to show flesh low and teas the opposite sect.  Lesbian life is promoted on billboards and gay lifestyle is firsthand at Disney World leading us back to Sodom and Gomorrah in the Old Testament Bible the way it was before God rained down fire from heaven.  We can expect to see that fire falling again or rising up from the earth to destroy this filthy lifestyle soon.  The flow of traffic begins immediately with thousands of people viewing the art while only about one in a thousand really stops to take interest to learn.  Most the people passing by appear to be good except more than half are fat.  How can I help with the people's health and spirituality?  By painting truth nonstop on every surface. The church at large today is a stumbling block steeped in self righteousness.  The woman in the next booth is smoking cigarettes and is driving me crazy although she seems to be a good lady. I have decided to paint a picture of a person smoking and carrying a tombstone under their arm and with chains around their feet.  I will call the new painting 'bondage'. TBN had Ron Parsons on playing God while raising money when he don't even know the true name of Christ.  Crouch who has been accused of being Masonic and Steve Muncie are the fast ones.  I see this as the Antichrist church.  Christ said to "give in secret".  We are promised nothing in return.  Let no electronic preacher hypnotize you.  The way they tell it, it’s a gambling casino.  Any ministry that supports Benny Hinn is not of God.  This is the whore of Babylon riding upon that scarlet beast, a perfect way to con the people.  Its a race to get your money putting a guilt trip on people. Tonight on television they have tied in your salvation with the pledges.  Another helicopter crash in Iraq killing six.  We're now coming in the real line of fire by the enemy and we cannot get out, we should never have gone in.  Let God fight our battles for us.  This lost should surely seal the 87 billion in money from Congress to throw away on rebuilding Iraq to where it was before the war. The bill passed Congress to stop late term abortion but it is a phony and will not stop any of the abortion, it is more of a political tool to "wheel in the right-wing conservative vote". The clergy in the country is ignorant of the secret leadership society going on underground to pacify and tickle the ears of the voting population to remain in power with false causes. We're not our own, we have been bought with a price and not just in a spiritual sense.  We are pawns of the papacy and still belong to the British government under admiralty law. Let us awaken now to see to understand our predicament and realize that the government is one big pack of lies never-ending but controlling every word spoken on public airways.  Let us seek God first and foremost for understanding applied to wisdom and knowledge. Let us give up all desire for this world and put our faith in the true and living God forever. Let us stand and pray and witness for Christ the Lord to fulfill our great duty on this earth. Make us as clay in the potters hand dear Lord I pray that You may mold us into Thy way.