October 3, 2003 journal, Christian bookstore hero rock music, Superman wins out over God. God is alienated in our schools and even in our churches to a certain extent. The people believe in Superman but not really in God. While mothers and fathers are trying to make a living, Hollywood and the media are corrupting the minds of the kids to believe in magic. Santa Claus has at least equal ability to Christ according to what the children are taught. Now Harry Potter brings super magic to the reading skills with every demon from hell. Our schools are jumbles and our government is in decay. A 10 feet trench collapsed on a worker here today and they have been working for four hours trying to dig him out. I feel now that we are on the verge of collapse in this entire nation in the same way as that ditch collapsed on the worker. Our traffic is stalled from coast to coast and electric power is uncertain. Our food causes illness with sugar depleting the immune systems in America and our water is just as shaky. We have relied on movie stars as our idols, we are dying. The Guantanamo Naval Base in Cuba is holding many Arabs and the Black Moslems are now accused of joining their cause politically. This is a hard one to police their language. I die daily to myself and put myself at service unto God that I receive no recognition here. I am speechless and cannot please for whatever I do or do not do in service for others. My body is trampled and my spirit is broken so that I have no will to perform any service. Time is meaningless as it races past me and there is no appreciation regardless of success. I cry out as a lonely voice in the wilderness but nobody hears me as their ears are deaf. I suffer to serve and do good in secret as I strive denying myself pleasure to measure up. I can see the actions of God working truly according to His holy Word as is prophesied. I am as nothing before the Lord who is all I need for peace of heart and mind for eternity. I see but a little while until the heavens do part and the skies roll up and Christ is revealed. I behold the bright ones, the Illuminous ones who have need of nothing in this fraternal life but to be lost in the next world when we will have our place with God Almighty forever. I cannot impress man and I do not need to impress God for he has ample understanding. I see terrible things happening to the families of people who have compromised for money and the good life of financial success and who are leaders in the modern agreeing church. The judgment of God reaches all and not just the members of the Fraternal Order that I have been writing about. I was asked if I thought that a certain sick family was sick just because the father joined the Mason's about 15 years ago to save his business and it did. I replied that I believe it is impossible but I would look at their diet first. The Brownsville church revival at Pensacola Florida has been casting out or breaking the curse on families where the father or grandfather belong to the Masons, saying it brings on family sickness. The purpose of masonry is and always has been to gain favors in a material advantage over those that are commoners and uninformed or uninvited to be in the brotherhood of elite. This would be wrong for Christian people to be a part of even if there were no blood oath. But there is a blood oath required to be in this party and have a secret advantage or to take advantage of other people who are not party to the secret society but pay the bills. This is a high and mighty sophisticated way to steal from the taxpaying current population. Thou shall not steal is one of the 10 Commandments God gave to Moses after the children of Israel were delivered from Egypt by the hand of God. The children of Israel or at least those claiming to be from the House of Israel have not yet left Egypt because they worship the false god Osiris as witnessed with the all seeing eye on our dollar bill and elsewhere. The symbols of manifestation of what we serve is on almost every street corner we do see.