October 27, 2003 journal, blue Monday, California is in flames, where is the Terminator.

Multi explosions in Baghdad this morning and death. Those that wanted war are getting it. No accounting for the dead they are reporting now more than 1000 Americans are killed. A reported photo band on the fallen soldiers as they are returned home in their caskets. I am very sad today. Its hard to leave your mother in the graveyard on this dark cool rainy day. It is the bluest Monday of my life. This does not shake my faith in God in any way. They carefully hid these preservatives in a long list of ingredients especially in the breads. MSG and many others are carefully worded in much of our processed foods. I stay clear of all cereals and eat only Ezekiel bread that is sprouted and refrigerated to keep it fresh. Continuing from the 25th to quote from cuttingedge.org "To begin to understand this issue, you must understand the dialectic struggle. First this formula insists that "Conflict produces and controlled conflict produces controlled change". Thus, each of the major wars and resolutions of the twentieth century can be understood within this context. But, secondly, if the Illuminati wants to control a conflict, they must control both sides of that conflict. The formula stating this goal is simple: Thesis battling antithesis will produce neither Thesis nor Antithesis but a composite new system called Synthesis. Thus, if the Illuminati controls both sides of the conflict, they can create a controlled outcome. The video "Depleted Uranium in Gulf War one-Hidden Wars of Desert Storm". demonstrates how our CIA raised up Saddam Hussein to power and then build him up so he could fight us in Gulf War 1. Admittedly, when dealing with global warfare and the maniacal designs, thoughts, and irrational behavior of tyrants, the Illuminati relies heavily on their demonic Guiding Spirits to keep the global situation in hand and proceeding toward the desired goal. You can see the hand of Satan in the reality that both Prescott Bush and Adolf Hitler were Adepts in global Satanic secret society known as "Brotherhood of Death Societies". Bush's society was "Skull and Bones", while Hitler's society was "The Thule Society". The sobering reality is that Bush and Hitler went through the same Satanic rituals and were controlled by the same demons, as are all members of the Illuminati world wide. These demons are working in concert to keep both sides under control and to keep the wars moving in the direction desired; if you disbelieve this kind of activity goes on in the heavenly sphere, just read Daniel 10, where you will see that demons control key leaders of the world at every age really do exist and are very powerful. At this point, you might ask, "How could Hiller and Bush be working toward the same goal when both men professed nationalistic commitments?" The answer is once again understood when you look above the national stage to the international stage. Both Hitler and Bush, despite strong rhetoric to the contrary, were really internationalists at heart. Both men were equally committed to the New World Order, not to the continuation of their individual nation states today, President Bush is an Illuminist internationalist, and is pursuing the goal of ending American sovereignty so Antichrist can arise. Putin and Blair are also pursuing the same globalist agendas, just as Revelation 17:17 dictates: "For God has put it into their hearts to carry out His own purpose by acting in harmony in surrendering their royal power and authority to the beast, until the prophetic words intentions and promises of God shall be fulfilled". Key leaders for the past 100 years have "acted in harmony" to fulfill Biblical prophecies of Antichrist Global dictatorial government, economy, religion. Do not be misled by rhetoric or by the revisionist history so prevalent today". Free us Lord I pray from this awful war and the many wars raging in the world for an evil agenda.